カルラ ガビリエラ
Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone with my family, alone with my friends, alone in a room full of people. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when i finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror.

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"No toda distancia es ausencia, ni todo silencio es olvido."
― Mario Sarmiento (via fruta-y-menta)
"You look sad… when you think he can’t see you. Are you okay? And don’t just say you are, because I know what that means, looking sad when you think no one can see you."
― Sherlock, The Reichenbach Fall (via larmoyante)
"People don’t talk to me.They talk to my shadow,my body.They don’t talk to my soul.They never did."
― (via nauughty)
"La vida no te enseña a ser fuerte, te obliga a serlo."
― (via mi-mundo-entre-libros)
"Tenía la ternura torpe de quien nunca ha sido amado y debe improvisar."
― Fragmento de La casa de los espíritus por Isabel Allende. (via poesia-en-la-lengua)
Anonymous: Eh... I don't know if it'll help, but... Whenever I feel this pain we can't exactly express in words, more than a lost way, I look for something that I could ease this pain... Like, watching comedy anime, or joggling... Don't know if it helps you...?

sometimes…

"I stopped caring about me being self destructive."
living-a-horrible-dream's suicidal thoughts (August 19th, 2014)

(Source: living-a-horrible-dream)

No , I’m not happy when my “friends” makes new friends , and no I don’t like the friends of my “friends”.
Yes , I’m selfish and stupid, cause I don’t like and don’t wanna my “friends”/my only friend make friends…

I wanted so much this feeling of loneliness go away…
but thats always here… I hate it… I don’t wanna feel this anymore…

whats wrong with me (?) …

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